Random thoughts and feelings!

Itz 2014 already...i still remember celebrations of 2000 the new millennium with my parents when I was little in 4th grade..the fireworks at midnight and dad working late at office..something's are jus unforgettable for instance this..though itz not a big deal but still they are stored in your memory's database..lol..many such silly things are stored and sometimes it jus pop out all of sudden.. Weird our homo sapian brain is though it is the most amazing creation of God given to us.. In my case not completely given.. Maybe he forgot to install the whole package..
In this blog I won't write about my college or my stupid boring friends..yeah they are indeed boring..only angel and zebuu are the rays of my life that too they ignite very rarely but they do atleast..anu has become usless and selfish eversince Amar has come in her life..i hate that guy..hate in sense not hardcore "hate" he is a very nice person with a good heart..but I hate that she gives more preference to..chuck it.
I'm writing this blog through my phone and finding it very difficult to do so.,but sadly my laptop charger cable is broken.. :( So please ignore the wrong typeing format and all..uughh this auto correct is too irritating..anyways I was talking about the flashbacks of my past..i dint really spoke about it till now was jus writing whatever was coming in my mind till now..not a very good writer you see.. Soo my past well it was boring as well as I don't know what..im really short of words today for writing today so please ppl who don't know me or a random person reading my blog who accidently found it when they were searching something else on google so please that person don't laugh on my typeing sense..i talk and write shit and this is one of it..
well back to past (past in sense not an ex bf or anything coz nowdays when we use the word past it means ex boyfriend/ girlfriend).. well now we've got past friends too..soo bad of him he is sooo bad! Don't know what wrong we did! Hating him soo much..chuck it don't wanna spoil my mood thinking of fake friend..he is indeed a fake friend if his friendship was true then he wouldn't had cut us off! Coz true friends never break their friendship ever..but it really makes me feel bad that I haven't got a good set of friends..he ditched us anu is in her own world, angel in her office world and same wid shark too...
I used to feel the happiest girl when I used to be with them and now my days have gone dark..eversince from childhood I've been searching for nice set of friend (yeah in school I was very shy and silent person as a result people don't used to like being wid me..i know I was boring at that time) so my point is that I never got good friends in my life.. but I'm happy that whenever angel and shark gets time they try to spend time wid me..though I never got the friends which I dreamed of but still in happy and I love my friends.. I get jealous when i see my classmates in their own group having sooo much of fun..it hurts me that we are not the same anymore..and the memories of our enjoying moments haunts me..
   Any ways now the things have changed and ive got to go along with it..this year will change my life a lot..maybe I would get engaged..! Life never gives us everything the way we want..compromises are a must in real life unlike fictions..thats it..bye.

Cannot think of any title!

        Heyy blogging after soo long today..I just wanted to throw up whatever is happening in my life..( I know that the smiley or metaphor what you call it when you relate something with something ;) is too gross) but seriously Im just eager to vomit all the things from my stomach!!

                Well many things happened in my life ever since my last blog..(what was my last blog??? was it hope..maybe!!) So Im not able to understand from where to start and what to write first..hmmm..okies il start from my first semester of MCA..Soo here it goes..!

 MCA started very well last August or was it July it was July because I remember that Me and Angel had celebrated our birthdays alone..eating kfc..;) So the first semester was goood ; made lotss of new friends some good, some too good ,some only who pretend to be good ,some good but not totally good, and some who were good only till the first semester. Among these people I met with Anu..well its Anuja..I used to call her Anuja Anuja untill she said heyy kya Anuja Anuja bolti hai..lol..:D So itz Anu now..we call her Anu now someday in future we'll forget that her name is Anuja..;) Anu has become soo good friend of mine now..she's my bestie now we do everything together every single thing except for sleeping n peeing..(ok now again gross thing, why is my mind thinking of such gross things all of sudden..eww) ok back to Anu now..shz too good..nature wise,beauty wise..man her eyes..they are the hottest pair of eyes ive ever seen..kohl rimmed..I never seen her without the kohl till now..but seriously..many guys of my college are behind her..not just eyes the hair..they are soo longg like Rapunzel and are of nice quality as shark says it..Even our sirs just admire her..lol..there is one sir who's on wheelchair..even he admires her hair..So this was about Anu. Apart from Anu Ive made many other frnds but then my post will be too long and you guys will get too bored to read it..Yeah Angel n Shark are there wid me..both are work in IBM..dont like Angel's job though..itz soo damn hectic for her but still enjoys it..the opposite with Shark ,he is doing part time now..thank god he is not a workaholic like Angel!! and then Sajid is there..he is the new entry in our group..will u belive he is a 3rd ranker!! we keep calling him that. because he is the most brightest student among us...Oh yeah..forgot to mention about the main person ; Mohsin Oh God!! what should I say about him..again my post will be soo long that you guys will feel bored to read this much.He is the weirdest guy Ive ever seen..Well he had proposed Anu..said naa many guys are behind her..he's one of them n the most craziest for her..The last to last week was very terrible for us..and it was all because of Mohsin..he is good natured but he doesnt think before reacting..Right now he is in his ignorant mode..will be alright after sometime.
                                      The above paragraph was all about my friends..now something about myself..Semester two is going on..have to start studying..have got backs..that to two of them..C and DM..very tensed about it..but then I dont even start studying also for them..Oh yeah!!! forgot to mention about the events which occurred in Sem two..first was some e-enterprenuer something..it was an MBA event but even we participated in it..n won also..1st Runner-up..it was about marketing we had to make an advertisement of something so we choosed Shampoo adv..The Shampoo was named as 'An-Arsh'..you can make out itz made up of our names Anuja and Arshiya..Later on after sometime we had our Happenings in which we enjoyed soo much more..we were in the Creativity team where we drew,painted,glittered ,did cutting..we used to enjoy a lot in that creativity room..it was nice place to bunk lectures n do all sort of art n craft things and upon that our attendence also used to get marked..We met more two new friends Raj and Reshma..both of them are soo good natured and soo down to earth..both of them look so cute together..and Raj omg! he is Angel's crush!!!! Oh yeah crush reminded me of Anu's crush..now what to say about him??? Well he is Hasnain's little brother..he has long hair  after whom Anu is mad behind.. it is too fascinating for her...mad family I tell you! Hasnain got engaged even though he didnt complete his BCS! Idiot guy!! :-/ :-/ :-/
                          So this was all about me and my friends will keep posting more new new things which will happen in future..Excited and tensed about talking about future..it is soo unpredictable but then we have to go with it whatever happens happens for good and I hope whatever will happen will happen for my good so lets hope for good! 
                                                          
                                                

1st day at school!

Hey do you remember your first day at school..I mean your first first first day when your parents came with you to your kinder garden .and you were like no muma no please don't live me alone here..well! I do remember because I dint cry like other kids did..there was certain amount of fear of sitting alone without your close ones in a classroom with kids whom you have never met in life. Uhuhuhu..I wanna go back to kinder garden again..but unfortunately I am not borne in an era where time machines exists.. OK..Scientist people I know that you all are researching and trying to invent a time machine so please hurry up..I don't wanna die without seeing a time machine..huh..again went out of track.. actually this is my specialty I never speak what I'm supposed to..not my problem God have given me this faulty brain..which I cannot repair.
                                        Alrighty!! back to my topic again.I still remember all my 1st days of school..and used to get very excited about it..who does get excited with their first days..the joy of getting promoted to new class, new teachers , new classroom, new friends, new books,new subjects etc etc..wow! our life passes within seconds..18 yrs back I was in kinder garden .blink!! now I'm gonna attend my first day of  PG..Dint even get time to realize that Ive become so grown up I mean I'm 21 yr old! I hate myself for growing up so fast...but we cant do anything..natural phenomenon...This will be my last 1st day of new class...and I'm so sad that I wont get a chance to experience that feeling again after 3 yrs..so I'm gonna enjoy my last first day..

Hope!

        There are certain things in my life which I just hope for and wait for them...some say me to obtain it  by just asking for it..but it is my belief that if i try to gain it by the right way and always keep a  hope that it will come to me then I might get it..Trust the lord and he will give us what we  want..just pray for it from your heart and keep trusting GOD..for he is all Giver and Forgiver, and if he really wants us to give us what we want then he will surely give it..if he doesn't then one shouldn't be sad! may be He wants to give us something more nice than what we want in actual..so I wont be sad if I don't get it..But hope will be always there. So keep hoping and waiting for what you want..U may achieve what you want! Maybe you wont get it today not even tomorrow but Someday you will..strive for what you want and you will achieve it..!!!

Late Night Studying

As the title suggests late night studying..and Im pretending to that..more than studying I keep enjoying the silence of the night, the cool breeze coming from my window at the same time this silence and breeze makes me feel sllleeeepppy...oh god! thinking of that is  making me drowsy..some times if I am sitting on my study table which is inclined by the window (which i sit very rare coz my night time studies are always on my bed comfy in my blanket)..but if at all I make use of my study table then I make sure of staring into wide velvet sky with glittering stars.. just love the way those stars twinkle I can watch them  for hours and if I am lucky The Moon!! it is one of the most beautiful creation of GOD..at moments I see some black colored creatures also..I think those are baby bats(baby because they look pretty small , don't know whether they r bats or some birds) First thing that comes into my mind thinking of bats are vampires and then batman!! Oh!! vampire reminded me of Edward! why the hell he is not real.. :( I wouldn't had given Bella a chance to come in front of him..forget it! (realized that he's just a fictional character) And how can I forget the dogs!! huh..keep barking as soon  as I start my visionary sight into the sky ruining the whole scene..Specially that Rombo!!( He's my neighbor's pet dog) which keep barking all the time.

                            After the starry staring business and all.. a mug of coffee comes into my mind and then serious studies which lasts just for an hour or so..the study duration increases during the exam times( by exam times I mean that when the exam is just 2 days away).Ok got to start studying now..have a good night!
             

The Last Semester

There are some moments in life that you feel like just staying in them forever, and unluckily these moments are very rare in life.Some of these moments have occurred in my life too..and still I feel like just staying in them forever.one such moment was my last semester of my college, n god!! it was fuunnn!!!! . My course had six semesters..the first one was hell!! as I was parted from my high school friends and the new class,new friends,new subjects I was least interested in what I was doing.There was something else also that was stuck in my mind and was not getting over with it..now I feel that it was just immaturity that was letting me do that. Then came the second semester which was same like the last one except that I had got a friend who was of do anything anytime kind ..the lost light in me started to ignite again..but some things which I did resulted in a very bad consequence.Anyways why to talk about the past again. Rest of my semesters went smoothly with crazy friends which were very dumb!! They were argumentative and bossing but I had to adjust with them. As the word adjustment was my biggest option..Life has given me many circumstances in which adjustment was always the appropriate thing to do..Well! I thank GOD that whatever he gave was always best than those who dint have that much too..So I always thank GOD for it.as He is All Giving and all Forgiving.. I've written so much till now and still dint come to the topic for which I started writing this blog huh! crazy me!! Actually I believe in writing what ever comes in mind at the first place so I don't think , ponder and analyze what I write as the most professional writers do..Man!! how do they write such things and how do they have so much of patience in just thinking about something for hours..I would prefer sleeping rather than doing that.As my post's heading says about my last semester of my college graduation so I would prefer sticking to it..And then the most awaited my last semester came.. actually the fun started from the second last sem but most of it I did in the last one.This Sem was unique rather than rest of it..our HoD was changed he seemed to be more lenient and cool(cool in sense he allowed certain things which the last one dint! ) and submissions print outs were all done smoothly.We had many activities in which we actively participated and enjoyed for example the basketball match..It was soooo much fun!! Activities usually used to be just a formality in our boring college but this time we just rocked it,and how could I forget our Project ! that was the most enormous thing to do but thanks to my project partner we did it at last..The feeling you get when you accomplish something all by your own is just  not expressible. My partner did most of it coz I fell sick during it..I really hate when I get so much of enthusiastic to do something and at that instance only my body doesn't cooperate with me..I myself is confused about what kind of human being I am! Sometimes I get the feeling as if I am very self centered..Don't know.. confusion! At last we had completed our project but some hindrance is still there in it.And people are just not ready to help us out in it..finals are just 20 days away and still dint start preparing for it..in a month my college will get over..some friends will part way some will continue with me for my PG...but this is the rule of life..people doesn't stay forever with us..some stay.. some part their ways..so we have to go according to it..but thanx to Mark Facebook is there. 

HEY!!

I dont know the concept of blogging and stuff and it is entirely new for me..coz i never tried doing it..my friend angelrosy has her blog and she had said that itz good..n had advised me to make one..so made!!! letz get started with blogginngggg!!!! :) :) :)