Random thoughts and feelings!

Itz 2014 already...i still remember celebrations of 2000 the new millennium with my parents when I was little in 4th grade..the fireworks at midnight and dad working late at office..something's are jus unforgettable for instance this..though itz not a big deal but still they are stored in your memory's database..lol..many such silly things are stored and sometimes it jus pop out all of sudden.. Weird our homo sapian brain is though it is the most amazing creation of God given to us.. In my case not completely given.. Maybe he forgot to install the whole package..
In this blog I won't write about my college or my stupid boring friends..yeah they are indeed boring..only angel and zebuu are the rays of my life that too they ignite very rarely but they do atleast..anu has become usless and selfish eversince Amar has come in her life..i hate that guy..hate in sense not hardcore "hate" he is a very nice person with a good heart..but I hate that she gives more preference to..chuck it.
I'm writing this blog through my phone and finding it very difficult to do so.,but sadly my laptop charger cable is broken.. :( So please ignore the wrong typeing format and all..uughh this auto correct is too irritating..anyways I was talking about the flashbacks of my past..i dint really spoke about it till now was jus writing whatever was coming in my mind till now..not a very good writer you see.. Soo my past well it was boring as well as I don't know what..im really short of words today for writing today so please ppl who don't know me or a random person reading my blog who accidently found it when they were searching something else on google so please that person don't laugh on my typeing sense..i talk and write shit and this is one of it..
well back to past (past in sense not an ex bf or anything coz nowdays when we use the word past it means ex boyfriend/ girlfriend).. well now we've got past friends too..soo bad of him he is sooo bad! Don't know what wrong we did! Hating him soo much..chuck it don't wanna spoil my mood thinking of fake friend..he is indeed a fake friend if his friendship was true then he wouldn't had cut us off! Coz true friends never break their friendship ever..but it really makes me feel bad that I haven't got a good set of friends..he ditched us anu is in her own world, angel in her office world and same wid shark too...
I used to feel the happiest girl when I used to be with them and now my days have gone dark..eversince from childhood I've been searching for nice set of friend (yeah in school I was very shy and silent person as a result people don't used to like being wid me..i know I was boring at that time) so my point is that I never got good friends in my life.. but I'm happy that whenever angel and shark gets time they try to spend time wid me..though I never got the friends which I dreamed of but still in happy and I love my friends.. I get jealous when i see my classmates in their own group having sooo much of fun..it hurts me that we are not the same anymore..and the memories of our enjoying moments haunts me..
   Any ways now the things have changed and ive got to go along with it..this year will change my life a lot..maybe I would get engaged..! Life never gives us everything the way we want..compromises are a must in real life unlike fictions..thats it..bye.